Julia Alexa Nothing Left To Lose Lyrics
by S Kaviya
Updated Aug 21, 2023
Julia Alexa nothing left to lose Lyrics
[Intro]
You don't have to hate me, I already do
[Verse 1]
If I fell in love with my sadness
Would it leave me, too?
Thoughts that I want just confess
I stay strong for you
'Cause everyone ends up leaving
When I open up 'bout my feelings
If I told you the real truth
Would it be too much for you?
[Chorus]
You don't have to hate me, I already do
I pick myself apart 'til there's nothing left to lose
Wish I could forgive me the way I do with you
I rip out my own heart 'til there's nothing left to lose
Nothing left to lose
Nothing left to losе
Nothing left to lose
Nothing left to losе
[Verse 2]
If I fell in love with my sadness
Would it leave me, too?
Try to pretend I'm not a mess
As long as I'm with you
So I fake it 'til I break
I sink, I'm a mistake
If you asked me to leave you
Don't expect me to
[Chorus]
You don't have to hate me, I already do
I pick myself apart 'til there's nothing left to lose
Wish I could forgive me the way I do with you
I rip out my own heart 'til there's nothing left to lose
Nothing left to lose
Nothing left to lose
Nothing left to lose
Nothing left to lose
Julia Alexa nothing left to lose Lyrics Meaning
[Intro]
"You don't have to hate me, I already do"
The song begins with a line that suggests the speaker already feels a sense of self-hate or self-criticism.
[Verse 1]
"If I fell in love with my sadness, Would it leave me, too?"
The speaker contemplates the idea of finding solace in their own sadness, wondering if embracing their emotions might result in those feelings eventually leaving them, much like people tend to do.
"Thoughts that I want just confess, I stay strong for you"
The speaker has thoughts and emotions they want to express, but they try to remain strong and hide their vulnerabilities for the sake of someone else.
"'Cause everyone ends up leaving, When I open up 'bout my feelings"
The speaker acknowledges a pattern of people leaving them when they open up and share their true feelings.
"If I told you the real truth, Would it be too much for you?"
The speaker wonders if revealing their true feelings would be overwhelming for the person they're addressing.
[Chorus]
"You don't have to hate me, I already do"
The chorus reinforces the sense of self-hate, possibly expressing the idea that the speaker believes they're difficult to love.
"I pick myself apart 'til there's nothing left to lose"
The speaker engages in self-destructive behavior, metaphorically tearing themselves apart emotionally, leaving themselves with nothing more to lose.
"Wish I could forgive me the way I do with you"
The speaker struggles with self-forgiveness, contrasting their ability to forgive the person they're addressing with their difficulty in forgiving themselves.
"I rip out my own heart 'til there's nothing left to lose"
Again, a vivid metaphor for the speaker's self-destructive tendencies and the extent to which they're willing to sacrifice their emotional well-being.
[Verse 2]
"If I fell in love with my sadness, Would it leave me, too?"
Repeating the opening line, the speaker revisits the idea of finding comfort in their own sadness and questioning whether it might also abandon them.
"Try to pretend I'm not a mess, As long as I'm with you"
The speaker attempts to hide their emotional struggles and present a composed façade, especially when they're with the person they care about.
"So I fake it 'til I break, I sink, I'm a mistake"
They continue to hide their true feelings by putting on a front until it becomes too much to bear, and they feel like they're a mess or a mistake.
"If you asked me to leave you, Don't expect me to"
Despite the internal turmoil, the speaker indicates a reluctance to leave the person they care about, even if the person were to ask them to go.
[Chorus]
(Repeated chorus with the same meaning as explained earlier.)
Julia Alexa Nothing Left To Lose Lyrics - FAQ
The song explores themes of self-doubt, vulnerability, and the internal struggle to maintain relationships while dealing with inner emotional turmoil and self-criticism.
The speaker ponders whether embracing their sadness would cause it to leave them, similar to how people often distance themselves when confronted with emotional vulnerability.
This line metaphorically depicts the speaker's tendency to engage in self-destructive behavior, tearing themselves apart emotionally, and leaving themselves with a sense of having nothing more to lose.
The speaker expresses difficulty in forgiving themselves for their perceived flaws and mistakes, contrasting this struggle with their capacity to forgive the person they care about.
The lyrics suggest that the speaker puts on a facade of strength and composure to protect the people they care about from their inner struggles, despite the pain this pretense causes them.